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You know me too well. It’s not even because we’ve known each other for that long, but you always take the time to listen and comprehend when we talk.

I hate how I let the negative thoughts take over and ignore all the good ones. When one thing goes wrong, I tend to forget about every other good things. I don’t know. I feel like it always takes only one bad moment to spoil a bunch of good ones, which isn’t a good thing. After all, I’m losing him, the one who’s all I ever imagined. And it’s all my fault. Because of my negative mentality, all I can think about is the bad moments, what was said. I forget how much I still love and care for the person. Of course now I realize how ridiculous that is. I also need to realize that yes, sometimes negative conversations have to be had, but those shouldn’t take over the interactions I have with a person. But I honestly don’t know when I’m going to make sure that one bad thing shouldn’t spoil a bunch of good ones.

It’s like, “you shouldn’t have read it so you won’t get hurt” but if you didn’t, you would go through your days not knowing. Either way, sucks.

its93044:

are the people that I feel the most comfortable with and probably have a good friendship with

I want to do something right. I want to stop feeling like a massive failure.

jillashley:

First child: Your parents didn’t know how to raise you. They were new to family-life so you’re most likely a rebel and/or messed up a lot in life.

Middle child: The parentals now understand how to raise a child. You’re smart and follow the rules and boring.

Any children after: Mom and Dad got lazy with you. You’re probably a brat with the biggest attitude, yet you still get anything you ask for.

kelvinween:

They know you’ll love them no matter what. They know you’ll get over it. They know everything’s gonna be fine in the end.

So they keep hurting you. They take advantage of and abuse whatever kind of relationship you have with them. Because it’s true, you’ll forgive them either way. Sucks.

This is so true.

kelvinween:

I like people who I automatically click with. The first day of meeting them and you two are close already. But i hate friendships that last a few days. You guys are close for a few days or weeks then it all falls apart. That’s why I try to not attach myself to people because I know everyone will eventually leave.

its93044:

but when I want somebody to talk to nobody replies